Monday, November 23, 2009

An Epic Holiday

I want to start by saying it is my FAVORITE week of the year!!! My Birthday, thanksgiving, and Black Friday. All in one week. It is my LOVE.

My birthday has always been huge for me. When I was in high school I had to have my birthday party after my birthday because of Thanksgiving. So there was usally two weeks between my Birthday and my party. Thus creating the Two Weeks of Nicki.

The two weeks of Nicki has stood the test of time and still gets talked about around my birthday. And during the two weeks of Nicki - I rule all. :)

So I guess I told you that story to tell you that I have already sorta made a holiday out of my birthday. A day to celebrate me sounds very vapid.... and even more so to
tell you it is one of my favorite holidays. But my family and friend put up with me... but everyone should love thier birthday as much as I do!!!




I feel there should be more time off once you hit the work force. So my holiday would most definitely require a day off. It would be a casual holiday. One full of friends and not scheduled family time. Not like Christmas dinner. More like labor day.

My holiday would be Awesome Day. A day to celebrate your Awesomeness and the Awesomeness of others.









Monday, November 16, 2009

Monday, November 9, 2009

What if tacos were fat free?


What if


What if I had a clean house.
What if I liked to hang out more with my friends.
What if the Colts win the Super Bowl again?
What if they didn't call them "World Champions"... or the World Series.
What if I moved from Indy.

What if I worked at a Magazine.
What if I didn't like Coke a Cola.
What if I wasn't allergic to myself sometimes.
What if I quit smoking.
What if I miss smoking sometimes.

What if I didn't wait til the last moment to do something.
What if I am not as good as I think I am.
What if Costco hadn't taken back the Wii.
What if Ben wants the cats in a break up.
What if my sister is making huge mistakes in her life.

What if you give a mouse a muffin.
What if I wasn't worried about driving places and just went.
What if my mom wins a ton of money in Vegas :)
(So)What if I enjoy staying at home with Ben instead of going out.
What if I cannot make it until loan money.

What if I want to be a teacher.
What if I want a better grad school than IUPUI.
What if I boycott school because of parking.... seriously I might.
What if Sanders had switched to Google Apps.
What if I don't get any time to relax before my full time job.

What if Ben is still months away from a full time job.
What if I have to look for a job after school.... that would suck.
What if I could be a bank robber.... and get away with it.
What if money wasn't important.
What if i could return all my post-its at Office Max for like 50 bucks.

What if this were easy for me. Would that mean I am more creative?
What if tacos were fat free.
What if electric cars would be standard in my lifetime.
What will people think about us in the history books?
What if everyone cared about being green?

What if it is only a matter of time before the world dies. All at once ala the dinosaurs.
What if I am a total bitch to my people but no one will tell me.
What if I wasn't so self centered.
What if I didn't whine so much.
What if I didn't waste HOURS watching NCIS

What if everyone could problem solve like me.
What if no one likes my capstone idea.
What if I cannot come up with anything good.
What if I wasn't so hateful.
What if I stay here an never advance.

What if I don't learn this HTML 5 crap.
What if I just absorb information and don't ever learn it.
What if I liked children.
What if I spent my time more productively
What if I were more outgoing.

What does it say about my world that all I can think about is myself....